Vivek is called Conscience on this board. It concerns discernment: noticing a difference between what is immediately appealing and what you can support after considering the wider situation.
The arrow from 46 leads to 62, Happiness. Symbolically, acting with greater clarity about your values can bring a sense of coherence. A difficult decision can still involve loss, disagreement or uncertainty.
Try naming the considerations behind each option. Which concern is a value you want to honor, which is a fear, and which is an obligation to someone else? You may not find a perfect answer, but you can make the grounds for your choice clearer.