Antariksha gives a name to an in-between state: something has lost its meaning, while a new direction is not yet clear. The old reason for acting may no longer persuade you, but that does not automatically reveal what should replace it.
The snake from 61, Negative intellect, leads to 13. One reading is that constant dismissal can leave little to build on. A pause can also arise from change, uncertainty or simple exhaustion; the square cannot explain a person's distress.
You might use this moment to reduce the size of the question. Instead of deciding what your whole life means, notice one commitment, conversation or ordinary activity that still matters enough to return to.